| tommorrow........ |
[30 Nov 2002|01:05pm] |
I will be back in Rhode Island tommorrow so everyone better watch out now.
VADER.
"Fuck You Pay Me!" - Jay-Z
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[30 Nov 2002|01:04pm] |
she looks at me and says she won't she said she was just trying to get my reaction she swears she is for real she states she will be faithful she looks in my eyes with deep thought she has the look in her eyes that i have never seen before like she was just caught red handed and knows it she is ............Sabrina.
VADER.
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| I can see clearly now the rain has gone.... |
[29 Nov 2002|12:28pm] |
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Well I just started night classes and i have a total of 21 weeks left of college. yay me! I have earned a 3.80 GPA so far and have achieved High Honors, and am on the Dean's List. The dorm sucks but what dorm doesn't when its a dry campus and no chicks in your room past midnight LOL, but there ain't gonna be no chicks in my room anyways lol. Well how the fuck is everyone else here? I have missed you all and I will be down for thanksgiving so we all better chill. So is everyone cool with everyone and friends again or who is fighting? give me the dirt on the whole situation. I miss you Eliza. not to mention my boyz, and of course Tara. Well i expect a comment from all of you. Peace out my niggaz. VADER.
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| short, yet awesome.... |
[20 Sep 2002|08:40am] |
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today in butchery class the chef threw a whole lamb carcass on the table and butchered it right in front of us. of course its already dead eliza (b/c you are probably saying ewww). it was cool to see all the different cuts of meats, anyways afterwards we got to trim off the fat and cut it up into different cuts. then we made lamb-burgers, curried lamb, roasted lamb, mashed potatoes, and asparagus. it great too b/c class is only until 11am so, the rest of the day is all mine and nothing to do with it but maybe go fishing with dino after he gets out of class. i can't wait until christmas b/c holly will be coming out again for 2 weeks. i miss her so much even just holding her in my arms and looking in her eyes. every once in a while i get really lonely her without her b/c school campus life blows so bad. i am trying to get a job so i can save some cash and buy her some nice shit for our year anniversaryb(december 8th) and for christmas too. well that is all my thoughts for today, feel free to give me your thoughts if you wish. until next time america, take care of yourself and each other. PEACE.
VADER
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| stuffy, hot, and tired....... |
[15 Sep 2002|10:20pm] |
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i am sitting here in the computer lab typing in this journal thing and i am stuffed up. My nose is clogged, hott, and tired. pondering whether or not to do my butchery homework now or later. Ya see i get out of butchery class around 11am and i start at 6:30am so its easy but, the homework is kinda long but, i can manage. i miss Holly, home, and chillin with my friends. this state they call NH should be re-named to New Hickville b/c no one is around this god-awful place but hicks and ugly sluts. i'm just glad i only have till april 28th, 2003 in this school so i can move on with my life and create a family and marry in the near future. i want my kids to have the life i never had but, not to be spoiled too much even though i was sorta spoiled. i want to do things with my son that i never got to do with my father like playing catch and playing basketball. i think i want to marry this girl i am with now but i'm not saying i'm going to marry her tommorrow but in due time i believe i will do so and start a family with this beautiful woman. she makes my life complete when i am with her and we practically finish each others sentences. we fued and make up alot but most couples do b/c, if you don't fight then everything will be perfect and that gets boring after a while like a schedule. life should be an up and down road not a level line across the graph. time of high and times of low like a roller coaster ride at the park. well i must be going downstairs to do my homework on my computer so until next time america, take care of yourself and each other. Peace.
VADER
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| well................. |
[31 Jul 2002|02:36pm] |
does anyone ever comment on livejournals anymore? i am back now. guess whos back, back again, VADERs back tell a friend. anyone can feel free to comment on my livejournals even if it just to say hi. PEACE.
VADER
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| DAMN!!!!!!! |
[30 Jul 2002|03:01pm] |
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what has happened since I been gone? World War III in Smithfield, RI. come on guys whats with this shit? I am staying neutral for sure but i hate fighting. I miss everyone and I shall return once again but not until Turkey Day I regret. anyone miss me? I wish everyone happiness in whatever lies in front of them. Take Care of Yourself and Each Other!
-VADER-
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| make some plans...... |
[30 May 2002|02:37pm] |
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i will be in Rhode Island this Friday thru Sunday morning so make some plans if you wanna b/c i won't be down there for awhile now till like next year.
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| fine.... |
[26 May 2002|03:59am] |
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fine no one comment on my live fucking journals b/c it shows how much you all care about me. i'm away at college not knowing one single soul and i dunno fuck it all.
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| my first day..... |
[23 May 2002|09:07am] |
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today was my first day of class well actually orientation. i got my cravats, more pants, more shirts, undershirt, side towels, aprons, books, and my sweet ass knife kit. the chef teacher seems really cool for now i guess and i have to get up at 6am to be at class for 6:30am. ye-haw woopie, NOT! well my roomates are cool, there are 5 of us all together; which it makes it kind of compact but they are cool, drink, and smoke up but not enough to get our room busted. of course you all know i'm not a drink, smoker, or trouble causer; well not yet anyways. i miss everyone down there a whole lot. esp tara and eliza, b/c it was fun hanging out again like the good old days. i must say that you two were looking better than ever. its raining out here right now so its gloomy out but its all good at first it was weird the whole dorm thing i just wish i had got a 2 person room instead of a 5 person room, b/c its a tight squeeze around here and the fucking student food is ass nasty, well i thought going to a culinary school i would have better food but i guess not, its rank ass nasty. the waffles are like fucking hockey pucks, and the best things are the fucking soda LOL. well heres VADER'S FINAL THOUGHT: college food blows assnuts man! Peace.
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| i heart being skinny....... |
[02 May 2002|01:20am] |
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oh wait i'm not skinny. well 5 days till i goto RI who hoo. i can't wait to see eliza, kyle, gregg, ducci, cate, brad, jay, and the family. a trip to brewed with liza and green maybe and maybe somewhere with eliza alone if she doesn't mind :D. well time for bed, goodnight to all. VADER'S FINAL THOUGHT: You get what you put into life and nothing else. Peace.
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[21 Apr 2002|12:27am] |
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wow i'm fucking nineteen years old! yey me! happy birthday me!
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| its a beautiful day....... |
[17 Apr 2002|12:16pm] |
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its really nice out today and yesterday too.....actually it was about in the mid 80s the last two days but whatever. i am so excited about school next month i love it. anyone wanna go out with me when i'm down just wondering? i'd love to go karaoking but i dunno about the clubbing b/c i got no ID still. now i all got a question for you. who was your first crush come on ya'll have to have had one don't be lying to me. VADER'S FINAL THOUGHT: just a kiss can tell alot between two people, to determine if there is any chemistry. take care ya'll. Peace.
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| well, well, well.......what do i say? |
[15 Apr 2002|01:16am] |
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If you all have been wondering were I have been, its simple I have been hibernating b/c it was winter. So I have finally not been scared by my shadow and I have grown the balls to actually come out of it. I love this time of year b/c you can wear shorts and a t-shirt and have a nice breeze blow by. Does anybody hear me come on people everyone needs a little breeeze when they are sweating their balls off b/c it feels great. And another thing is that my birthday is in springtime as well, yes, yes, the great day when they bigamn rich was born. Oh what a day that was I bet my poor mother had to endore all that pain of pushing a small little 10lbs 8ozs out of her, well thats probably an equivalent to a massive shit wouldn't you say everyone? Now children don't you cry b/c big poppa is coming home before he shoves off to the Atlantic Culinary Academy. Thats right everybody I shall return home May 6th thru May 12th and I will have a grand old time having fun with my greatest friends that I have ever had. I miss my homeboys and homegirls b/c alls I wanna do is go big pimping spending cheese like Jay-Z always said. Its raining up here right now and how I love to fall asleep to the sound of the rain falling on the roof b/c it is so relaxing and its kinda like being with a special some one (you know who you are). Well thats all for now and oh of course like you all wanted its........VADERs FINAL THOUGHT: If gay bashing is for you goto Vermont b/c we all know there are plenty of them there! I'm just playing all you people that are gay I don't hate the gays I respect them. One of my friends is gay so I can't talk shit about them. But just don't come on to me and we are all set, am I clear? Thank You for reading the prom king's live journal please drive thru. Peace.
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| Only the good die young......... |
[22 Mar 2002|09:50am] |
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This morning I woke up to a crying girl on the other end of the telephone line and I realized it was her birthday. I was wondering why on earth would she be calling me on a school day and be crying? then she told me the shocking news that my fellow teammate/friend had been killed in a car accident and I was speachless. I hate these all of a sudden deaths so much first my father, dan malo, then greg's father, my great grandmother, and now Kyle Bean. I didn't know what to say and besides that I was half asleep. Whenever someone dies it erks me inside because now that family has to mourn their loss and his parents have to do the worst thing ever and bury a child. I can't even imagine how that must feel but I probably think it would be the hardest thing to do in one's lifetime. So as I end this journal I must have a much needed VADER'S FINAL THOUGHT: I say tell each other that you love them before you leave them because it could be the last day you ever see them again until you rise above. And to live for today and not tommorrow because if you live for tommorrow you will forget about today. Breathe each breath as it is your last and cherish all the moments with your friends and family. Peace.
In Loving Memory of Kyle Bean.
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| is that your final answer.............? |
[14 Mar 2002|04:28pm] |
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yes my final answer is..........I will be going to culinary school in August so I will be able to goto the prom with Eliza! I'm so glad I can go and have fun with her, b/c shes so cool and beautiful! I just wanted to say also I hope to come home a couple of times this summer before school so I can hang out with all my great friends! and finally what you have all been waiting for.........VADER'S FINAL THOUGHT: when you have a big decision on who to be with in your life how do you figure out which one to pick? why is it so hard? so take care of yourself and each other. peace.
P.S. comments are happily taken on this Live Journal, so I expect all of you to put in your advice. peace.
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| decisions, decisions........... |
[13 Mar 2002|03:29pm] |
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what shall I do I say to myself? give me some advice here people. here's the situation....I visited a college on monday (atlantic culinary academy) and this school is fucking great b/c its nice and small so they will focus on each student more. so my perdiciment is do I start in may which I can do b/c I'm already basically accepted or do I start in august and save some money? b/c I will be getting another raise from where I work now and they really need me there for the summer? which one do I choose please give me some advice all of you friends of nittanylion91. VADER'S FINAL THOUGHT: life is like a penis, sometimes its up and some times its down. Peace.
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